poem

I'm sitting here in the dark,
Paper heart
Plastic smile
And half a thought about you and me.
I'm standing here in the rain,
Mangled clothes
Muddy shoes
And a strangled cry of who I used to be.
I'm laying here in the dirt,
Shattered dream
Smear of blood
And a feeling of loss I can't take anymore.
I'm here for you,
Here in life
Here in death
A mere shadow of who I used to be.